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2012-02-17T06:39:00.000-08:00

SIMPLE PLAN!!!!!!!!
bulan januari. tepatnya 17 januari. sebulan yang lalu. simple plan dateng ke indonesia guys!!!
gue seneng banget banget paraaah. mereka dateng tepat di bulan yang sangat gue senangi, Januari. bener-bener kado terindah banget buat gue. gue tau Simple Plan mau ke Indonesia dari Aya.
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Aya: "del simple plan mau kesini deeel ntn yuk!!!"
Gue: "HAAAAAAAAAAAH? DEMIAPA TAU DARIMANA!!!"
Aya: "beneran! coba cek tl big daddy deh, katanya januari, tiketnya fest sekitar 500rb"
Gue: "gila!!!sumpah!!! emg kado buat ultah gue banget! mau nontooooon!!"

semenjak itu gue pantengin timeline bigdaddy terus. gue nabung dan memastikan gue harus nonton! gila kapan lagi Simple Plan bakal ke Indonesia. Indonesia, man! gue tiap berangkat sekolah di jalan selalu pake headset buat dengerin Simple Plan biar gue bisa apal semua lagunya pas ntar mereka konser (hahaha). lagu favorit gue di album mereka yang baru adalah Astronaut. dalem bgt ya lagunya. enak bangett.
gue suka banget Simple Plan. suaranya Pierre tuh.........asdfghjkl banget. nenangin. moodbooster banget. lagu lagu mereka cocok buat di dengerin kapan aja, apapun suasananya. kalo gue lagi sedih, bete, seneng, datar, marah, kesel, tijel trus gue dengerin Simple Plan tuh rasanya.......gue kayak....gimana ya. adem banget gitu (?)
lirik lagu mereka tuh bener bener selalu pas sama apa yang gue rasain. gangerti kenapa tapi te o pe bangetlah!

dan yak! gue beli tiket simple plan! tiket udah di tangan,Man! gimana gue gak dag dig dug duer? gue pandangin tuh tiket seharian hahahaha.

H-1.. gue.... kayak ga bisa ngungkapin kebahagiaan dan kegugupan gue menanti Simple Plan ( -__-). gue ga sabar buat ketemu Pierre dkk!! ah gila gue ngebayangin bakalan ketemu sm orang yang biasanya gue dengerin suaranya doang di hp. gila!! gila banget!!
and... the day has come!!!! pulang sekolah, gue langsung teng go dan bersiap nonton simple plan. nyampe sana sekitar...magrib deh kayaknya lalu mengantri agak panjang. dan ya! gue udah di depan panggungnya! gue di depan panggungnya!!!! cukup lama gue nunggu Simple Plan naik panggung. pertama yang keluar kotak dulu. lumayan sih menghibur bgt kotak. trus akhirnya!!!!! akhirnya guys!!!! akhirnya Simple Plan muncul satu per satu di atas panggung! dan gue......histeris. gue kira ga bakal desek desekan gitu ya. ternyata parah bgt! main body ini mah! dorong-dorongan hahaha. mana ada mba-mba yang rambutnya tuh lebat bgt buset dan ga dikuncir. ngalangin gilak! rasanya pengen gue kuncirin deh. huft.
lagu pertama yang di bawain itu.... shut up! keren! Pierre ganteng! Seb ganteng banget!! gue paling suka banget pas dia bawain astronaut, your love is a lie, welcome to my life sama perfect yg paling oke parahh!! lagunya tuh beneran ngena banget. tentunya gue gak lupa buat foto-foto dan ngerekam :-D
well, thank you Simple Plan!! for being my special gift on this lovely January <3

pierre <3

Seb <3

gue dan winda

my sweet 16 :-D

2012-02-09T07:32:00.000-08:00

Hai blogger J

Gue punya satu pertanyaan, dan apakah lo semua bisa jawab?!Kenapa gue suka banget sama angka 12?? Hayoo tebak kenapa... bukan, bukan karena gue anak ke 12 atau karenague anniv tanggal 12 (Jaman banget anniv-annivan) gilaa ga jaman kali.. stopstop del jangan galau. Yap lo bener! Gue suka angka 12 otomatis karena guelahir tanggal 12, tepatnya 12 januari 1996. Dan gue ga tau kenapa gue cintabanget sama tulisan 12 januari 1996. Unyu gitu...

Menurut gue 12 itu angka yg unik. Lucu. enak diliat. Danpastinya rock abis. Apaansih kok ganyambung?!!! Yaudah intinya gue suka 12 danakan selalu suka sama angka 12. Twelve!!!!

Daaaaan yaa gue mau cerita tentang hari ulang tahun gue yangke 16 yang hampir sebulan berlalu dan masih fresh diingatan gue hahaha. Hari itusangat gue tunggu tunggu. Emang gue selaluu menunggu dan menanti dengan bahagiadan excited banget hari ulang tahun gue. Tapi yg ini ga se excited biasanya,gatau kenapa, mungkin hanya gue dan hati gue yg tau (?). ultah gue kali ini tuhkayak apa ya... kayak gue bener bener nikmatin bareng diri gue sendiri. Gimana sih ya bingung juga jelasinnya. Pas bangun di tanggal 12 itu gue dan hatigue.......seneng banget. Walaupun ga setiap ultah gue selalu seneng tapii pastidalem diri gue tuh ada hormon pembawa kesenangan kali ya. Dalem hati gue tuhseneng gitu, gembira.

Gue kebangun jam 1 an trus gue reflek liat hp hahaha, udahada beberapa yg ngucapin dan yg paling pertama sms gue adalah fera!! Udah gituucapannya mantep banget. Trus gue tidur lagi dan bangun seperti biasa. Guekeluar kamar dan orang rumah pada ngucapin dan ada kue blackforest sepertibiasa. Trus gue bales balesin yg sms gue, bbm gue, mention gue. Seneeeng bangethp rame, seneeeng banget liat pm orang ganti jd nama gue, seneeng banget banyakyg inget sm gue. Trus gue ke sekolah ky biasa. Dijalan msh sibuk balesinucapan-ucapan haha. Trus ada bbm dari vina “del dimana?dicari monda ditanyainttg design bendera” jengjeng gue panik dong, ga panik jg sih Cuma jd mikirinttg design yg belum jadi, untung ada abrar sm mail yg mau bantuin gueeee hiks.Begitu gue sampe sekolah, gue taro tas dan keluar menuju kelas monda yg tepatnyadi sebelah kelas gue. Belom gue nyampe eh tiba tiba ada tadila yg manggil guedan bilang “sini deh del” trus dia ngucapin ultah.. trus tiba-tiba ada oktadateng dan nanyain “eh del gimana itu design bendera” gue bilang “iya ini guelg nyari monda” tiba tiba tampaklah sosok monda berjalan mengahampiri gue danngucapin selamat dan tiba-tiba ramai dan gue dinyanyiin lagu ulang tahun. Trusgue ikutan nyanyi. Pas lagi nyanyi si okta belokin kepala gue ke arah kanan danjengjenggggggggg ternyata ada setumpuk risol yang dikasih lilin. Unyuuu bangetdan bodoh banget gue ga liat mereka bawa risol ternyata-_- gue pikir hanyabernyanyii biasa hahaha. Trus tiup liliiin sebelumnya di suruh make a wish dangue ucapin “semoga cepet dapet pacaar” trus pada nyamber bilang aamiin yangpada jomblo hahaha. Sangat senaaaaaaanggg , makasih banyak monda fera okta ayanadul rizka ima diva mifna hasna sasya vina amel dan semuanya yg ada disanawaktu itu haha sangat senang :3

Yaudah hari-hari gue berjalan seperti biasa layaknya anaksekolah.....belajar dan ulangan-_- trus pas istirahat gue kongkow kongkow(eaa)di depan ipa 4 trus ada pa aryo lewat dan temen temen gue pada ngasih tau ke paaryo kalo gue lagi ulang tahun.. lalu dia tertawa dan bertanya

P:“yg keberapa del”

D: “16 pak hehe”

P:”hah 6 taun?”

D: “16 paaak”

P:”ohh haha kirain masih 6 tahun”

-____- trus pas kapan gitu gue ketemu lagi sama pa aryo dandia bilang “del del ulang tahun tapi kok cemberut ajaa” gue gak tau kenapa muka gue cemberut -_-

Daan ya tibalah saat pulang sekolah, gue ngobrol sama oktasambil nonton liga smansa, trus terfikirkan untuk pulang yaudah akhirnyasiap-siap pulang lalu ketemu fera yang ternyata ingin pulang juga. Pas jalanmenuju gerbang, tiba-tiba fera bilang “eh dompet gue ketinggalan di ipa 3”yaudah tuh kita ke ipa 3. Pas gue buka pintu.....jengjenglagiiiii.... terdengarnyanyian happy birthdayyy dan gue melihat tiara reta rara rahmi ikrama irhamendi mail disanaa. Trus iara bawa kue buat guee. Hiyeeeeey seneng bangeeeet. Tapigue langsung reflek bilang “yah gada kiki....” hahaha kiki ga masuk gara-garasakit jadi ga ikutan ngerayain ultah gue. Pas gue bilang ky gitu tiba tibairham bilang “tenang-tenang deeel” sambil ngasih hp ke gue. Dan gue tersadarkalo di ujung telfon sana kiki!!! Haha. Gue langsung ngomong

D: “halo”

K: “halo deel”

D: “kiki!!!hahaha kenapa ga masukk ga dapet kue deh”

K: “hah knp deeel”

Si kiki ga denger gara-gara berisiki trus si endi bilang “ahdelaa udah deh lupa sm kitaa kalo udah ada kiki” trus gue ketawa-ketawa”

K: “happy birthday ya deel”

D: “hahaha iya kii makasih. Tp kurang lo nih disini”

Trus irham sewot gara-gara pulsanya ntar abis gue kelamaantelfonnya akhirnya gue kasih ke irham aja hpnya haha. Abis itu anak wjm (irhamendi mail) ribet sendiri gitu “yaudahskrg aja ya” gitu yg gue denger obrolan mereka. Trus tiba-tiba mereka menghadapke gue dan si endi bilang “nih deel” sambil ngeluarin tangannya yg di umpetindi belakang punggung trus ternyata endi irham mail ngasih bunga buat gueee!!! Hahahahalucu banget. Gue langsung ketawa. Seneeeeeng. Mereka ngerti banget. Gue seringbilang pengen bgt dikasih bunga sm cowok pasti unyu, eh ternyata skrg merekangasih hahahaha lucu banget Jtrus kita potong kue dan makan makan kuenya. Senaaang. Makasih banyak wjm danwsg ;)

Pokonya tanggal 12 nyenengin bangett bangett.. pas malemmalem sedih udah mau berakhir tanggal 12 nya. Semoga kita bisa ketemu lagii yadan tetap membawa kebahagiaan Jtwelve!!!

coach.

2012-01-13T07:17:00.000-08:00

Halo JL

Gue mau cerita tentang sosok seorang abang yang menurut guesangat patut buat dikagumin.

Dia.. seorang abang yang selalu terlihat cool dengan mukajuteknya. Abang ter-cool dan terkeren yang pernah gue temuin. Haha abang...

Ya gue mau cerita tentang bang kodil. Pelatih basketgue. Yg menurut gue, dia bukan sekedarcoach. Dia lebih dari coach, dia seorang kakak, seorang abang buat gue.

Kalo lo baru pertama kali ketemu dia atau pertama kali dilatih dia, lo akan bilang “gila ni orang jutek abis, malesin bgt” atau mungkin “gaada pelatih lain apa yg lebih ramah?”

Tapi... lo salah besar!! Ketika lo udah beberapa kali ketemu dia, danudah mulai ngobrol, lo akan ngerasain betapa baiknya dia, betapa asiknya dia,betapa ga-bisa-seriusnya dia, dan betapa jagonya dia main basket. Gue dan anak-anak sabac udah deket banget smdia. Udah nganggep dia kayak kakak sendiri. Bener-bener sayang bang kodil.

setiap dia baru dateng pas lg latian sambil nenteng-nentengsepedanya yang pastinya mecing banget sama baju, topi, celana, sepatu dankaoskakinya (abang stylish emang!:D) kita langsung ngerubungin abang buat salimdan ngecengin dia. Pas lagi stretchingkita kita pasti selalu sambil ngobrol ketawa ketawa rumpi banget, dan bangkodilpasti bilang “heh ibu ibu rumpi ngobrol aje lu” sambil masukin bola ke ring dan ketawa.

Ohya!! Gue mau cerita kejadian kejadian lucu sm bangkodil.

Jadi waktu itu gue berangkat latian naik ojek di apotik, pasgue mau naik ojek gue ketemu bang kodil lg naik sepeda mau ke smansa trus diasenyum ngeledek ke gue. Trus gue ketawa lalu naik ojek. Jelek banget deh, pakebaju basket, naik ojek, bawa bola, pake helm T.T dan itu di liat bangkodil! Danpasti bakalan di ceng in! Dan ternyata benar......

Pas briefing abis latian bang kodil bilang gini “besok-besokgada yg telat lg lah, hargain temen lu yang ga telat, naik ojek nenteng-nentengbola pake helm” sambil ketawa ngeledekdan ngelirik ke gue. Malu banget kan???!!! Gue akhirnya membela diri dengan bilang “apaansihbang yee”

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Kalo abis latian kita sering banget makan bareng, entah itubang kodil yang ngajak atau kita. Dan entah itu di traktir bang kodil atau ditraktir sm yang lg baik atau bayar sendiri-sendiri. Dan di saat saat ky gitulah yang bikin kita semua deket sm bang kodil. Kita cerita cerita, bercanda,ketawa, ngomongin basket, curhat tentang tim, ledek ledekan. Pokonya ngangeninbanget. Sering banget gue dan anak sabac lainnya sampe lupa waktu kalo lagimakan bareng. Waktu itu hasna lagi cerita sama kita semua “tau ga bayangin napakalo misalnya gue...............” belom selese hasna cerita eh udah di potongsama abang “bentar bentar gue bayangin dulu” sambil megang jidatnya pake tanganky orang lg mikir. Dan itu lawak abis.... gue ngakak separah parahnya.

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Waktu itu abis latian dan capek banget latiannya parahh,trus kita pengen bgt minum dan udh pada abis. Bang kodil dengan enaknya minumdepan kita dan ngeledekin gitu “mau minum?” trus nyodorin botol minum ke kitaeh malah di minum sama dia. Trus dia malah nuang air di tutup botolnya dan di buangdi depan kita haha. Trus gue marah-marah “ih abang air jangan di buang-buangwoy ntar 2070 kita kekeringan gada air”.sambil ketawa-ketawa trus abang jawab “kapan?2070?yailaaaahjauh amet itu mah udah kaga ada gua hahaha”. Lalu gue jawab dengan bodoh “oiyayak bentar bentar gue itung dulu umur lu bang.... 32 ditambah 70 jadi 102. Hahaha102 taun umur lu berarti”. Abang bilang lagi “nah iya kan itu mah udah tuabanget ngapain dipikirin!” dengan tampang ngeledeknya. Trus gue membela diri “yeeeekasian anak cucu bang”.

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Sekarang semenjak abis smada cup udh jarang ketemu bangkodil, dia lg sakit. Sedih banget.

Kangen abang... cepet sembuh bang plis banget. Gue dananak-anak sabac lainnya kangen lo bang...

Kangen dilatih sama lo, kangen ngeliat lo pake baju ygselalu mecing dari atas sampe bawah selalu stylish. Kangen di jutekin lo, di omelin lo, kangendibilang “belet, lemot, telmi” sama lo kalo lagi nerangin pattern. Kangen dengermotivasi lo. Kangen disemangatin lo. Kangen cerita-cerita lo tentang basket. Kangenledekan lo. Kangen lawakan lo yang jayus tapi kita tetep ketawa. Kangen bercandabareng, ketawa bareng, makan bareng. Kangen diledekin kalo gue freethrow gamasuk-masuk. Kangen lo manggil gue “de” sedangkan yg lain manggil gue “del”. kangenbang.... kangen lo coach...

“you are not just a coach, but you are my brother. You areour brother, Bang..”

Happy New Year!

2012-01-01T07:06:00.001-08:00

i'm having my dinner around crowded people. i look at around me.
and i see an interesting family!! i see them one by one.
my eyes stop at a person who seems so old. so weak but not really weak.
her daughter holds her arms like never let her go.
yap, she is a grandma. but actually her grandchild already has child.
it means she is a...(i dont know the word to called it hehe). she already has "cicit".
hmm i wonder if my grandma's mom still alive, she would has "cicit" too.
and i wonder what her feeling now if she sat beside me.
my mind is flying to anywhere...like flashback.
i wonder if i already old like her. what should i think about when i already have "cicit"?
weird to think about it..
time goes really fast. really really fast.
i'm afraid of getting older. i'm not ready.
day by day
month by month
year by year.... i'm getting older. i'm not a kid anymore.
damn! i miss it. i want to be a kid again.
where there's no poblem.
where everything seems okay
where my mind only think about ice cream, toys and chocolate.
sounds so happy.. but that's just a memory.
well, time goes really fast,dude. so use your time like you will never have time anymore.

Happy New Year 2012.
wish everything will be fun. ciao!!

goresan tangan #3

2011-12-30T05:03:00.000-08:00

hadir tanpa perlu aku memanggil namanya.
damai... setiap saat bertegur sapa.
lucu... ketika candaannya terngiang,
tak pernah garing, ia nampaknya tau..
saat yang tepat untuk mengadu humor,
yaa... saat aku mulai menekuk mukaku.

tenang... ketika ia mulai bercerita,
tanpa aku suruh.. tanpa aku tanya..
ia meceritakan semuanya,
walau hanya sedikit cerita bodoh.
aku juga sama....
setiap ia datang,
rasanya ingin ku berbagi pengalamanku hari ini,
mulai dari hal kecil, hingga hal yang berarti.

sering kali...
ia.. satu-satunya orang yang membuatku tertawa,
disaat mereka membiarkanku dalam suntuk.
ia.. mengucap kata kenapa,
disaat mereka hanya berkata bagaimana.
ia.. melihatku menangis,
ketika mereka melihatku tersenyum.
ia menjadi satu-satunya orang
yang menghampiriku disaat aku lelah,
hingga tak dapat lagi berpura-pura tangguh.
jadi ini ya yang namanya saudara laki-laki.

this is called "a brother".
a person that i always wish i could have.
a person that i imagine with perfection.
and it's true.
a brother is perfect.

holiday!

2011-12-26T08:13:00.001-08:00

hi holiday! hi hi hi hi!
liburan nih guys. gue mau menceritakan awal liburan gue yg alhamdulilah yah ga ngebosenin. karena apa? karena kamuuuu!!! ngga deng salaaah, karena gue jalan-jalan. hiyeeeeyyy *suara terompet di istora*
kenapa gue seneng banget karena gue jalan-jalan kehatimu..... (ya ampun deeeel-___-) yg bener gue jalan-jalan ke bangka belitung! uw yeah! pasti pada kepikiran lasar pelangi kan? iya gue juga sama, pertama gue minta minta bokap gue ke bangka belitung itu ke tmpat laskar pelangi. eh ternyata doi ga nangkep maksud gue. kata doi sih kl ke laskar pelangi pake pesawat kecil gitu. jadi gue di pulau bangkanya. ngga ngerti deh pokonya tempatnya bagus bagus juga kok.
pantainya........wow banget. orang-orangnya juga wow banget guys. sipit sipit. banyak cina disana. aiiih matee daaah. ngga deh, lebay amat-__-. cinanya beneran cina jd kurang gimana gitu. kalo indonesia tp turunan cina baru gue demen *curhat* *maafin gue*
i love pantai. dan gue emg lg pengen bgt ke pantai. jd kemaren gue seneng. seneng banget deh. sayangnya disana musim ujan, airnya lg naik jd gue gabs cobain permainan air lyk banana boat dan kawan-kawan. padahal gue pengen banget. gue belom pernah.... *nangis di pojokan*
pantainya ada byk banget men, indah indah semua lagi. nice bgt emg buat ngilangin stres dan nenangin pikiran :)

trus disana banyak tempat ibadah gitu. ada yg namanya goa bunda maria, bagus deh... di goa gitu jd ibadahnya. ada juga banyak bgt malah ky klenteng2 gitu. klenteng kan ya namanya? itu jg bagus.

gue ketemu spongebob lhooo hahaha andakan gue ketemunya sama doraemon, gue bakalan lebih bahagia dan pasti udah jingkrak jingkrak di tempat.

ohya! gue juga punya cerita yg cukup membangun banget *halaaaah. jadi kan gue lg makan di restoran trus depan gue ada ank muda gitu sm kakak dan pacarnya cewe. dari awal mereka dateng gue ngeliatiiin mulu. trus ternyata omongan mereka berat men, ngomongin bisnis. cowo itu semangat bgt kynya trus kynya udah jago gitu sm bisnis. seru bgt deh obrolannya pake miliar miliar segala haha. gue pas makan ngeliatin dia mulu kali. cewenya cuma diem doang trus agak angkuh gitu. enak bgt ya dia cuma duduk duduk doang kali tuh. cowonya pebisnis muda gitu ganteng pula. gue jd kepikiran nanti kalo gue udah gede omongannya bisnis bukan ya? *hehehehehe*

ada tempat penangkaran kura kura lho, lucuuu bgt. kura kura induknya ada cewe sama cowo. yg cowo namanya Tono yg cewe Tini. gedeee bgt parraaah gue baru tau kalo kura-kura bisa segede itu. pengen banget melihara kura-kura dari dulu. tapi ga kesampean :( mau kura-kura yg ga bs gede. yg kecil terus biar ga bs gigit.


ini bukan yg paling gede. yg paling gede jaauuuh lebih gede dar ini. bayangin men!

nice bgt deh kalo bangka belitung di jadiin tujuan untuk berlibur! sangat gue rekomendasikan! hehe. apalagi yg di tempat laskar pelangi itu. katanya pantainya lebih bersih.
sampai jumpa di liburan berikutnya guys!!!
salam kura-kura!

them!!!!

2011-12-11T04:53:00.001-08:00

they made my day!!!

let's make more crazy things together guys!! well, like one of you said that our friendship isn't only in highschool, but until we are in college and forever :D

goresan tangan #2

2011-12-07T04:07:00.001-08:00

You can think that i am annoying,

but you dont know what happened in my self.

You dont know what happened in my life.

You can think that i am changing,

but you dont know the reason why i changed.

how these hard thingy really disturb my mind,

how people around me really make me down,

how it feels when there's no one come to me...

just to ask "why..."

and i'm alone. i'm totally alone.

do you ever think about that?

do you ever try to ask me why?

you dont wanna know why.

and i cant tell you why.

i'm the one who can't show my feelings.

i can smile but theres no one know that's only fake smile.

no one really know....

and no one want to know.

so, this big wall will always make us can't see the truth.

i'm trying to climb it but i have no strength anymore.

i'm sorry.

goresan tangan

2011-11-03T04:35:00.000-07:00

Aku sering kali tidak nyaman dengan ini. Aku melihatsekelililngku dan perasaan itu selalu ada. Aku tidak tahu apa ini. Tapi iniselalu terjadi. Aku mencoba menghilangkannya tapi apa daya aku tidak bisa. Akupernah ingin tuk tidak menghiraukannya tapi lagi lagi tidak bisa. Perasaan initetap terlintas di benakku. Aku melihat orang-orang hebat di sekitarku dan akuiri. Aku melihat dia yang sangat pintar dengan iq yg cukup tinggi,dia tidakperlu susah payah sepertiku, dia tidak perlu rajin dan bekerja keras krn diaselalu mengerti dengan cepat semua pelajaran yg diterangkan oleh guruku. Lalu akumelihat dia, dia perempuan yang bisa dibilang perfect, dia cantik dan badannyasangat proporsional sbg seorang perempuan remaja. Lalu aku melihat dia, diasangat pintar dalam seni, sepertinya dia bisa semua seni,dia berbakat dalamtari,gambar yang ia tunjukkan padaku saat jam pelajaran di sekolah pun sangatbagus,dia juga memiliki suara yang indah apalagi saat dia menyanyikan laguMiley Cyrus, aku sangat terkagum, lukisan hasil goresan tangannya jugamembuatku iri, aku tidak bisa seni.. hanya pas-pasan, gambar pun seadanya, satubait saja aku menyanyi suaraku sudah out of control, aku hanya bisa panas-panasandilapangan, mendrible bola dan memasukkannya ke ring, itu saja.. Aku melihat dia, dia yang sangat ceria danselalu membuat orang lain tersenyum bahkan dia selalu heboh, aku pikir diatidak pernah bersedih karena dia selalu tertawa dan tersenyum setiap harinya,tidak sepertiku yang hanya seorang pendiam dan terlalu cengeng ketika akusedang sedih. lalu aku melihat dia, dia selalu bersama teman teman gengnyakemanapun, tertawa, bercanda dan bersenang-senang, kuperhatikan mereka,sepertinya sangat bahagia, kalau aku hanya mempunyai dua orang sahabat yangsangat dekat denganku. Lalu aku melihat dia, dia yang selalu menjadi pusatperhatian dimanapun, saat dia menjadi juara lomba menyanyi, semua orangmemberikannya selamat dan mengidolakannya, saat dia jadian dengan seoranglaki-laki, semua orang mengucapkan selamat dan mendoakannya agar langgeng,ketika dia menangis,semua orang iba padanya, melihatnya dan menghiburnya,sementara aku sepertinya tidak ada yang memperhatikan,bahkan jika aku menangis pun, hanya aku yang peduli.

Taukah kamu?dia sangat ingin menjadi sepertimu, kamu sangatrajin, apapun yang guru terangkan kamu selalu mencatatnya di buku tulismudengan rapi dan dengan hiasan-hiasan kecil sehingga banyak teman yg meminjambuku tulismu, dia ingin dibutuhkan seperti kamu. Dia juga ingin seperti kamu,walaupun tidak secantik dia tetapi kamu sangat baik hati dan tidak pernahmembeda-bedakan orang lain. Lalu dia juga ingin seperti kamu, kamu sangatpandai berolahraga, dia sangat ingin bisa bermain basket karena gebetennyaadalah salah satu pemain tim basket yang handal. Lalu dia juga sangat inginmenjadi kamu, menjadi sosok yang pendiam namun kamu bisa menunjukkan keadaankamu yang sesungguhnya, saat kamu sedih kamu bisa menangis dan saat kamu senangkamu bisa tertawa. Dia juga ingin seperti kamu, mempunyai 2 sahabat yangbenar-benar mengerti kamu dan menerima kamu apa adanya, kamu tidak perlumenjadi oranglain saat bersama sahabatmu, sementara dia tidak ada satu punteman se gengnya yang benar-benar mengerti keadaannya. Dan kamu tahu?di saatkamu menangis sebenarnya ada seseorang yang ingin menghiburmu dan membuatmutersenyum kembali, karena dia sangat suka dengan senyum mu, dia selalu inginmelihatmu ceria setiap hari.

welcome to my life

2011-10-14T04:03:00.000-07:00

Rabu 5 oktober 2011

21:07

Pernah ga sih lo lagi berada dalam keadaan yg sangat stres pusing byk pikiran byk kegiatan dan penuh tekanan?

Disaat semuanya lagi ribet semuanya bikin gue mikir dan bener bener gue ga bisa fokus. Mulai dari awal kelas 11 gue selalu dapet tekanan dari semua pelajaran yang ada. Fisika.... pa ali...... dan pelajaran ipa yg membuat gue butuh banyak waktu untuk ngerti itu semua. Ga mudah. Buat orang ky gue. Well, mgkn gue emg terlalu maksa di ipa... tapi gue ga seneng pelajaran ips. Mgkn gue lebih bisa kata-kata di banding angka. Tapi gue ga suka pelajaran ips. Entah kenapa. Gue seneng pelajaran ipa Cuma gue butuh waktu yg lebih lama dari yg lain untuk ngerti itu semua. Dan kalo di ips.. gue orang yg ga bisa ngomong depan umum. Gue ga bisa debat. Jd itu salah satu alasan gue kenapa gue masuk ipa. Gue juga ga ngerti sebenernya apa yg gue bisa. Gue mgkn belum menemukan jati diri gue hahaha sok sokan banget...

Sementara gue lagi ribet banget sama akademik. Ada tuntutan non akademik yg menurut gue lebih menggiurkan dan menarik di banding akademik. Basket. Yaa basket.... ada turnamen basket di tengah tengah adaptasi gue sm hidup gue yg sekarang. Yg sulit susah dan penuh keheningan. Lo tau apa rasanya jadi gue? Gue bingung buat ngatur waktu gue. Mungkin kegiatan gue emg dikit dibanding anak anak yg ikut organisasi ekskul les macem macem tapi gue juga ga ngerti knp Rasanya waktu berlalu begitu cepat sehingga gue Cuma merasakan tiba-tiba malem lalu pagi lalu malam lagi dan seterusnya. Waktu langsung abis gitu aja padahal msh banyak hal yg harus gue lakuin msh banyak tugas tugas yg harus gue kerjain. Gue bener bener kelabakan. Entah..... gue gangerti.. gue mencoba ngejalanin semuanya dengan tulus dan ikhlas.

Sampe akhirnya muncul lagi masalah baru disaat temen temen gue satu per satu hilang. Satu per satu pergi ninggalin gue. Disaat gue lagi kayak gini. Disaat gue emg bener bener butuh. Tapi malah ada masalah yg sebenernya gue ga ngerti. Ya, gue ngerasa kehilangan. Kehilangan temen temen yg jadi salah satu alasan knp gue semangat knp gue ceria dan knp gue selalu ketawa ketawa melulu. Gue bener bener kacau. Ga ada satu pun yg bisa gue fokusin. Pikiran gue kebagi bagi. Gue ngerasa hampa banget saat gue ngerasa kehilangan. Gue pengen cerita tapi gue gatau sebenernya apa yg mau gue ceritain dan gue gatau harus cerita kesiapa. Gue ngerasa..................arghkhhfsbfousbbfbueefgruhfeiu. gue ngerasa ini semua tuh terjadi di saat yg ga tepat. Bener bener ga tepat. Sama sekali ga tepat.

Dan... disaat lo bener bener ngelakuin sesuatu dgn jujur tulus ikhlas ga menyimpang tapi lo malah ga dipercaya. Lo malah di introgasi. Kesel....... gue ga ngapa-ngapain. Gue ga ngelakuin yg seharusnya ga gue lakuin. Gue ga bohong dan gue emg bener bener ngelakuin semuanya sesuai kewajiban gue. Tapi gue malah seperti ga dipercaya. Gue jadi diatur atur dan gue paling ga suka. Gue ga suka dan gamau. Gue merasa sangat sedih kalo udah ga dipercaya tanpa sebab. Seperti di judge tanpa tau apa apa.

Dan kenapa semua orang jadi terlihat ga ngerti gue. Kenapa. dan kenapa gue ga pernah bisa nunjukin apa yg gue rasain. Kenapaaa. Sedih banget. Semuanya bentrok dan semuanya membuat pikiran gue kebagi bagi. Dan gue ga suka bgt kalo ky gini. Plis banget................ L

finding informations from the internet

2011-09-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

Helo!!! I wanna share some informations for you. now i am in the middle of ict class (caelahh). hope you enjoy it.....

- 1. getting to know web browser and search engine....

Jadi web browser dan search engine itu ada perbedaannya. Kalo web brwoser itu adalah suatu program yang di gunakan untuk menjelajahi Internet atau untuk mencari informasi dari suatu halaman web yang tersimpan di dalam komputer.

Kalo search engine disebut juga dengan mesin pencari, dimana sistem yang ada pada sistem tersebut diolah melalui satu atau sekelompok komputer yang berfungsi untuk melakukan pencarian data.

- 2. Finding information through the internet....

Banyak banget yang bisa di peroleh dari internet. Untuk mencari informasi yang di inginkan, bisa menggunakan jasa mesin pencari, misalnya Yahoo! Search, Google, dan Live Search. Misalnya kalo pake google langkah langkah mencari informasinya itu adalah :

- buka website google indonesia

- ketik kata kunci pada kolom yang disediakan. lalu klik enter.

- tunggu beberapa saat sampai muncul hasil pencarian.

- tunggu sampai halaman yang dicari terbuka.

3. Saving file from the internet

nah sekarang kalo misalnya kita mau nyimpen file yg sesuatu bgt dari internet. misalnya kalo mau nyimpen gambar, caranya itu:

- buka website google indonesia

- ketik kata kunci pada kolom yang disediakan. lalu klik enter.

- setelah hasil pencarian muncul, klik gambar yg di inginkan
-lalu klik kanan pada gambar dan klik save as

4. Saving animation file from the internet.
biasanya kita juga sering banget kan nemuin file yg animasi gitu apa lagi kalo ttg pelajaran. ini berguna banget loh buat pengetahuan kita. biar ngerti ttg pelajaran itu. cara nyimpen file animasi adalah:
-cari file animasi di google
-setelah hasilnya muncul, klik download pada animasi tersebut
-simpan animasi tsb dengan format gif atau swf.

5. how to get chemistry/physics/biology animation
selain dari buku dan sekolah, kita juga bisa belajar dari internet. kita bisa search di google ttg pelajaran di sekolah. bisa juga download animasi ttg biologi kimia atau fisika biar mudah ngerti. caranya sama kaya download animasi biasa seperti di nomer 4.
contoh animasi fisika:

ya jadi biar internet bisa lebih bermanfaat lagi untuk kita semua, harus di coba nih buat ngesearch yg kayak gini-gini. informasi ttg pelajaran, animasi, powerpoint, dan apapun lah yg bisa bermanfaat buat nambah pengetahuan kita. ga cuma pengetahuan tentang pelajaran sih tapi juga pengetahuan yg umum. selamat mencoba dan tetap semangat, dude!!!

"today, i am a reader. tomorrow, i am a leader"

wonderful bestfriends

2011-09-17T09:51:00.000-07:00

".....if there's a boy makes you hurt and makes you afraid to have relationship again,
dont you worry, because youre still have wonderful bestfriends around you.
maybe you seldom look at them, so now just look at beside you,
they will smile at you:)"

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ilham-kiki-irham-endi

wanna tell you about these amazing people. these people change my life wuohohohohoho.
and i will share some photos of us. we called this "pemotretan" hahahaha.

we are ws geng :D.
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they are wjm. they are so cool. arent they? :D
irham-endi-kiki-ican-ilham

ini....... lucu parah. plis ya kita semua single (?)

anggep aja ini candid ya guys

"you guys... now i know the meaning of that simple word 'friendship'
and i feel it.. thx a lot {}"

ya itu tadi sesi sesi pemotretan kita yg bentar lagi fotonya bakalan ada di majalah........... yg namanya terlalu mahal untuk ditulis:) :p

oke plis gausah senyum senyum gitu liat foto foto kita tadi. kita semua memang kece kece kok B) :p

buat yg mau daftar silahkan daftar ke nomer dibawah ini *lohhh

okeh just kidding. bubyeeeeeeee

"........all of you teach me about friendship. tell me that there's something more important than love. that have more meaning than love. that is....friendship. moreover, friends will always beside you and make you laugh and hear your story than your boyf/girlf. and friends will make you always miss them everytime. i believe it...

because i feel it right now.. i just feel really love my bestfriends right now :-)"

simple plan new album

2011-08-25T03:28:00.000-07:00

simple plan has a new album guys!! i listened to their new album and......so interesting. as usual their songs are really good and of course the lyrics..
hoaaa!! im fallin in love with this album. you should hear their new album! really recommended.
the name of this album is Get Your Heart On :
1. You Suck At Love
2. Can't Keep My Hands Off You feat Rivers Cuomo
3. Jet Lag feat Natasha Bedingfield
4. Astronaut
5. Loser Of the Year
6. Anywhere Else But Here
7. Freaking Me Out feat. Alex Gaskarth
8. Summer Paradise feat K'naan
9. Gone Too Soon
10. Last One Standing
11. This Song Saved My Life

i searched the videos on you tube and i only found 2 videos. enjoy these guys!!

jet lag

cant keep my hands off you

i already hear all the songs of this album and great!! i love it so much.

simple plan.... youre just telliing the story of my life in every song i listen to hahaha. the songs really touch my heart hahaha okay here they are the lyrics of some songs in this album.

Aatronaut

Can anybody hear me?
Am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In the search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me.
It's all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?
'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
Can I please come down?

I'm deaf from all the silence
Is it something that I've done?
I know that there are millions
I can't be the only one who's so disconnected
It's so different in my head.
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
And it's starting to weigh down on me.
Let's abort this mission now
Can I please come down?

So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
Calling lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

Last One Standing

How many times are you gonna try to shut me out?
I told you once, told you twice I ain't turning back around.
So if you ever try to mess with me, I don't care, I'm not scared.
You don't have to say you're sorry save your sympathy.
With a friend like you I don't need an enemy
I would give you time if you were worth it
But guess what (guess what) not worth it.

Woah woah I'm always gonna be the last one standing
Woah woah because I'm never gonna give up trying
And now I'm ready to go, I'm here I'm waiting for you
And I'm gonna be the last one standing

Did you think that I would surrender easily?
That just like that, you could get rid of me.
Is that the way you saw it all come down?
I don't think, I don't think so.
There's not a word you say that I haven't heard before
So give it up, give it up
Unless you want a little more
You think you're pretty tough so lets throw down
It's alright, I'm alright

I won't give up, I keep trying,
Always gonna be the last one standing
It's not over, I keep fighting
Always gonna be the last one standing
I won't give up, I keep trying
Always gonna be the last one standing
It's not over, I keep fighting, I keep fighting

in this album, there is bonus track and it is so awesome song. the lyric has deep meaning.

here they are...

Never Should Have Let You Go

I'm Coming home to an empty room

my head is spinning on a sunday afternoon
There was a time when I had it all I can still remember but I'm barely
Hanging on so tell me what to do

to make you change you're mind

I wish that I could find a way to turn back time

cause lifes just not the same since You've been gone.

I never should have let you go

cause I'm falling to Pieces

I just wanna let you know that I can't keep pretending

I never Should have let you go

you're so far away and I just can't live without you
I just can't breathe without you

I never should have let you go.

What's on You're mind

and tell me what do you see

and tell me who you think of

when You just can't fall asleep

and all the things I took for granted moments Gone forever

wasted all the stupid things I did

And now every single day that I Spend without you

getting through the night is the hardest thing to do

Since you walked away

I guess you'll never know what it's like to miss you

I Try to get a grip put my life back into place

it's not the same.

it is really cool. isn't it? im going to be simple plan fan forever!!!!

i love you simple plan!!

the best band ever..

2011-08-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

if you look the title of this post, can you guess what i mean?

yes of course what i mean is SIMPLE PLAN. oh my god i think simple plan is the best band ever!

if you hear their songs and see the lyrics. hmm.... it touches everyones heart include me hehehe. it expresses exactly what you feel. really!

i love almost all of simple plan's songs. and now i wanna share to you some of my favorite songs :3

these are video clips of simple plan. check these out guys!

save you- simple plan

your love is a lie - simple plan

do you believe me that their lyrics are so amazing? you can see their lyrics below and im sure you will trust me :B

Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always thereYou don't know what it's like, what it's like

Everytime

It was three AM when you woke me up

And we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives
Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
It's all I need: one more day with you

When the car broke down
We just kept walkin along
Til we hit this town
There was nothing there at all
But that was all okay
We spent all our money on stupid things
But if I looked back now, I'd probably give it all away
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Now I'm sittin here, like we used to do
I think about my life and how now there's nothing I won't do
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right (Everything feels right)
Everytime I hear your name
Everytime I feel the same
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right

You walked away
Just one more day
It's all I need, just one more day with you

Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

No Love

Staring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say
Your always going to be afraid

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here

Broken down like a mirror smashed to peices
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal but there never gonna go away

Your falling, your screaming
Your stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, your crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here
(Kick the door)

see? the lyrics are so deep haha. wish you can join me become a simple plan fan :)

Sumedang we are in love!!!

2011-08-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

yoyoyoyoy im gonna tell you about sumedang! okay sumedang! once more, sumedang!!

okay okay ga kok kita ga lari ke sumedangnya. tentu aja naik bus yg di post sebelumnya udah gue ceritain. sumpah ini gue semangat banget tau gasih lo ceritainnya. gue cinta banget sama sumedang semenjak kesana sama fantastix4 :3
now yeah! here we go! it's the day. yep pagi-pagi kita kumpul di depan dmall dan disana udah ada busnya dan semuanya tuh semangat bgt dah siapa sih yang ga semangat pergi ke sumedang bareng kelas tersayang ununununu. emm mungkin felix.....

let's gooo! we are on our way to Sumedang!

di bus yg cukup sempit tapi liat dong muka muka kita :3 cukup semangat bukan?

ya, di bus tuh seru banget banget banget. kita ketawa-ketawa bareng bercanda bareng dan macem macem deh seruuu. emg agak shock berat begitu tau perjalanannya 6 jam ditambah lagi sama busnya yg cukup sempit. maklum lah pas pasan ini duitnya.

ini dia chairmate gue di bus haha. endi habib alias ben....di

alay bgt ya? iya ini temen gue, hmm

dan yak 6 jam perjalanan....uhm uhm malesin banget kan ya?makanya para fantastixers ini melakukan hal hal bodoh di bus biar pada ga bosen sekaligus untuk hiburan. maklum ya, di dalam fantastix4 itu kan banyak banget pelawak pelawak handal yg bisa mengkocok perut jadi bisa bikin suasana di bus yang tadinya di prediksi membosankan menjadi menyenangkan.

bang ganteng sampe pake bando unununu unyu banget kan

oh ya di bus para panitia juga ngebagiin angket award. jadi pas di sana kita bakalan ngebacain award fantastix4 yg kalo di singkat jadi awaix

stop stop jangan muntah dulu ya kalo liat ini

setelah beribu-ribu jam di bus, dari mulai bercanda ngelawak foto-foto alay-alayan tidur dan macem-macem. akhirnya kita sampai di sumedang dan kita sampai di rumah our mother, Ibu Yeye. aiiiiih seneng banget gak sih. senang senang senang!!

ga usah dikasianin kok, kita cuma capek aja jadinya begini...... sekali lagi, mereka ini temen gue hm

begitu disuruh bu yeye makan, kita langsung ga capek lagi, langsung bangun dan ngambil makanan. ada yg sok jaim ngambilnya dikit tapi nanti nambah dan ada yang langsung ngambil banyaaaak banget. dan setelah makan kita bermain main deh alias foto-foto. krn pemandangannya bagus banget jadi kita foto-foto ala pra weding gitu hahahaha.

karena duit terbatas, jadi foto pra wedingnya di gabungin kayak gini.......

ini nih.... hasil cinlok di x4 suit suitttttt

ehm kalo ini.... praweding yg gagal hahaha

homonya....ampun. jangan ditiru ya nak

salah gaul......

kita ga cuma foto-foto prawedding aja kok. foto-foto keluarga juga ada...

happy family banget ya...

mirip banget yah?

masih ada foto-foto yang kece lagi lhooo tentu aja dengan gaya yang kocak kocak... fantastixers kreatif banget yah....

makasih..... kita emang kece kece banget kok :)

lucu bgt ya kita... masih single semua kok (?)

fantastixers msh inget solat kok tp bukan solat yg ky gini ya......

ini baru solat yg bener tp ada yg bergaya...haduh

setelah puas foto foto kita pergi jalan jalan ke sekitar rumah bu yeye. pemandangannya super duper bagus loh. trus kita nemu empang dan kita pun memancing. tapi hanya beberapa orang doang yg bertahan mancing. gila bowwww nungguin ikan lama bener dah. bondan tu jago banget mancing nya. dapet ikan mulu. sementara yang lainnya malah modus. dan cewe cewe kece malah bikin video buat kiki yg lagi di bangkok hahaha. lawak banget loooh

caca diambil sama baim wong, ben pun remuk hatinya..

kenapa muka gue seneng banget ya ketemu jamban.....

ga lama kemudian yg cewe cewe langsung caw ke sawah karena udah ga betah banget banget di empang nungguin ikan.... dan gue seneng banget ke sawah karena emang impian gue bisa jalan diatas sawah, ga cuma pematangnya doang dan yak kesampean sekarang. seneng banget deh nambah pengalaman baru kan :-D

inilah muka bahagia gue...

tentu aja walaupun lagi di sawah kita tetep bermain modus kok teman-teman

dagdigdug bgt tuh hatinya irham

lucu ya kita....ky di film india hihihi

okay ini saatnya kita main kotor kotoran. kita ngambil ikan di sawah loh. bingung ga?bingung kan? dan lagi lagi gue seneng banget gue bener bener nyebur ke sawah wohooooo asik banget tapi geli loh soalnya ada ikan lewat gitu di kaki. trus gue rada takut nangkep ikannya. payah ya?biarin! yg jago bgt tu dela ama. gila hampir dia semua kali yg nangkep. trus kita main lempar lemparan lumpur alhasil kotor semua....

berani kotor itu baik kok teman-teman

liat kan kotor banget tuh...makanya kita semua langsung mandi dan beres beres... berhubung udah mau magrib juga. mau mandi aja tuh ribet banget tau gaksiiiiih haha harus ngantri dan sempet airnya tuh abis. nih kan cewe sm cowo tuh rumahnya di pisah. kalo cewe dirumah bu yeye yg cowo di rumah sodaranya bu yeye. yg cowo seru bgt katanya ada kolam renang huhu jd iri eh tapi ngga denggg wkwkwk. lanjut setelah rapi rapi solat dan lainlain yg cowo pun bermain kerumah yg cewe lalu kita bakar ikannya uyeee!!! taugak ikannya tuh banyak banget ya ampun sampe capek bakar sm makannya ini semua gara-gara dela ama nafsu banget nangkep ikannya (?)

liat dong.. bang ganteng aja bantuin ngipasin ikan hahaha

ya karena kita udah capek banget ikannya ga abis abis... sampailah pada saat kita menonton film x4 yg gue bikin.. gue udah sering banget nonton itu tapi ga bosen bosen loh dan tetep sedih.. dan berhasil. gue berhasil bikin semuanya sedih setelah nonton film itu haha. iya emang sedih banget sih filmnya ttg foto foto kita selama setahun ini, ada modus, ada yg tentang pecah pala -> sebuah kata yg di populerkan oleh danil, dan radiasi felix -> sebuah kata yg digunakan kalo felix dateng mendekat. video pas lagi liga smansa juga ada, pas lagi drama sosiologi dan macem macem deh. sedih banget. sebenernya masih pengen banget bareng-bareng sm fantastix4. okeeeeeeh cukup sedihnya. abis nonton kita ngungumin award looooooh. gue dapet award tergalau dan tertoa.

bukan bukan kok, bukan nominasi tercakep.
ini nominasi tertoa :-D

nah yg ini baru nominasi tercakep
ini bang ganteng dan neng cantik kitaaa

tergalau....hmmm yg galau tuh sbnrnya ilham doang

ben sama caca lucu bgt ya, terrakus...

sambil nyebutin award kita bagi bagi pin fantastix4 loh. lucu kan ya pinnya? siapa dlu yg desain pak ketua panitia kita hahaha. abis pembacaan award, udh pada capek banget krna emang udah larut malem bgt sih. ada yg langsung tidur ky si endi, gila sumpah kebo bgt deh. ada yg main kartu dulu ky gue. ada juga yg lanjutin bakar ikan hahaha. oh ya ada jg yg pacaran dulu di tangga ky rahmi sm irham wkwk. dan akhirnya para cowo tidurnya di rumah bu yeye loh abis mereka pada males balik ke rumah yg satunya.

dan besok paginya..... kita jalan jalan sekalian olahraga

cukup cukup jgn tertawa liat foto ini haha:D

kita jalan jalan dari ujung ke ujung dan menemukan sawaaaaaaah semua indah bgt deh pemandangannya hijau bgt dimana mana sawah asik bgtttt trus kita menemukan gubuk dan langsung kita kesana hahaha

unyu banget ya... boleh nih buat foto pra wed disini

pas capek jalan jalan dan udah di telfonin disuruh balik buat sarapan akhirnya kita pulang ke rmh bu yeye lalu mandi siap siap dan sarapan dan sebentar lagi kita akan pulang, sedih :( trus kita di pesenin tahu sumedang sm bu yeye tapi nunggunya mayan lama jadi kita sempet main main dan foto foto dulu deh

gue dan icaaaan :-D

main jebot dulu ahhh

krna kelamaan sampe ada yg pengen kentut loh haha nih si nurul rahmi

daaan akhirnya tahu sumedang pun siap dan tandanya kita pun harus segera pulang. langsung kita masukin barang-barang ke bus. dan sebelum pulang kita foto foto dulu pake jaket x4 tapi gue ga pake krna jaketnya udh di tas dan mager buat ngambil hahaha. dan suasananya jadi haru banget begitu kita pamit ke bu yeye. sumpah....sedih banget. mau nangis tapi gaatau kenapa gue ga bisa nangis. aah kita sayang banget sama bu yeye. bu yeye baik dan sabar bangeeeeet:(

lagi lagi kita mengucap kata empat :)

kece bgt ya cowo cowo fantastix4 hahaha

ibu kita tersayang :)

setelah pamit kita langsung cus ke bandung. yeaaah bandung... gak kok ga mau belanja duitnya udah pada abis hahaha kita cuma mau makan. sebenernya kitatanpa tujuan banget. gatau kebandungnya mau kemananya. bingung tapi ya kita nekat aja. akhirnya kita berenti di jalan riau deh kalo gasalah trus jalan jalan sendiri deh buat cari makan..

otw to kfc jalan riau haha

pas di kfc tadinya kita cewe cewe doang eh ketemu lagi sama cowonya dan pada ngelawak lagi dah tuh...

irham kan....lawak bener coba perhatikan

abis dari kfc kita langsung cari mushola buat solat. yaudah kita ke pom bensin aja jalan kaki. bayangin dong kita anak anak kecil jalan rame rame ga pake kendaraan masuk ke pombensin kan cukup aneh hahaha. pas di pombensin sempet-sempetnya foto dan modus-___-

vema dan ican......
sebenernya tak seperti yg kalian bayangkan

cover album gagal wjm minus kiki wkwkwk:p

abis solat gue ngebet banget pengen makan duren dan ternyata ga gue doang yang pengen... ternyata banyaaak!!! tapi banyak juga yg ga suka nyium bau duren akhirnya kita makan di tempat abang-abangnya aja deh. durennya lumayan mahal tapi enak banget banget booooow gila dah.

sementara yg lainnya........

prosesi pertunangan di pinggir jalan

ini nih cewe yg bikin mr galau, galau melulu..

setelah puas jalan jalan atau makan makan sih tepatnya, kita pun menuju perjalanan pulang. trus kita istirahat di tempat istirahat km 97 kalo ga salah. seru banget deh, baguuuus dan nyaman hahaha. trus solat dan tetep.... foto foto dooong

lucu bgt yaaa :3

ini nih suasana yg ngangenin bangeeeet

gue foto di samping jalan tol loh...

dan setelah itu kita pulang ke rumah masing masing. perjalanan yg seru banget dan ngangenin sampe sekarang. ga nyangka kan guys kita bisa bikin acara yg sebegitu hebatnya. salut banget deh sm kaliaaaan. yg gaikut pasti nyesel banget banget.sekarang kita udh kepisah pisah udh di kelas masing-masing. gue cuma pengen biar kita terus terusan sahabatan sampe tuaaaa heheheehe. miss you all guuuuuuuuuuyysss

before sumedang

2011-08-18T05:21:00.000-07:00

selamat malam.
kalo ga bisa tidur, pengennya ngapain?
makan?baca buku?nonton?nulis?atau apaaaa-_-
gue ga bisa tidur dan gue gatau kenapa lagi pengeeen banget ngepost tentang fantastix4(kelas paling kece) yg perpisahannya pergi ke Sumedang!!!! *dancing*

sebelum semesteran x4 tuh udah ribet mondar mandir rapat ripit ngomong ngiming jungkir balik ngebahas tentang "perpisahan kita mau kemana". banyak pilihan sih, banyak banget. ada yang mau nginep ada yang mau makan-makan aja di rumah orang ada yang mau ke puncak dan macem-macem.
nah terus... setelah berdebat berfikir dan berhitung kita fix nyewa vila untuk 2 hari semalem. padahal tadinya mau 3 hari 2 malem tapi gajadi karena banyak yang ga boleh. sedih:(

lalu mulailah kita mencari vila... susaaaaaaaah banget.. ada yang kejauhan gatau transport naik apa trus kemahalan dan blalalalalalala. karena om gue kece banget dan demen banget bantuin gue, akhirnya gue minta tolong dicariin vila sm dia. ternyata ada yang punya temennya di bogor. langsung aja deh gue kasih tau anak-anak kelas. dan yaudah fix pake vila itu 2 hari semalem. karena udah fix tuh vilanya ya walaupun baru vila doang transport dll beloman, tapi kita langsung mau ngasih tau Bu Yeye, wali kelas tercinta. sebenernya gue ga ikut ngasih tau cuma di ceritain aja.

pas rara reta endi ngasih tau bu yeye
"Ibu kita mau perpisahan tanggal 2 sama 3 juli. ibu bisa kan?" gue yakin banget mereka ngasih tau dengan penuh keceriaan dan harapan.
"yah tanggal segitu mah ibu ada acara di kampung ibu di Sumedang neng" *jengjeng*
dan mimik muka temen-temen gue itu pasti pada langsung berubah :')
"kalo gitu kita ikut ibu aja ke sumedang boleh gak bu?"

dan yak dari situ lah akhirnya kita bisa perpisahan ke Sumedang. sumpah, ini bener-bener ga di duga-duga ga di sangka dan ga di pikirkan sama sekali. kita bakalan ke sumedang. sumedang!
gue langsung batalin vila temen om gue dengan seenaknya ahaha. trus kita semua sibuk dan pusing mikirin transport. sampe kita tuh bentuk ketua panitia. yaitu adalah..... ismail ihsan(mail). bang ganteng x4 yang asal banget kita tunjuk jadi ketua hahaha tapi dia nerima nerima aja. dan wakil ketuanya adalah rizki fitraldi (kiki). ini juga sama. sama-sama dipaksa. hahaha. kenapa mereka yang dipilih....karena kita pengen mereka aktif dan ikut perpinya nanti hahaha sangat licik ya-_-.

pokonya pusing banget kan mikirin transport, makan, dana dan lain lain. trus kita sampe bikin surat izin buat orang tua biar pada di izinin semua dan buat minta sumbangan ke orang tua abis kan ke sumedang biayanya cukup besar... jauh bow masalahnyeee. dan yang bikin lawak adalah surat itu harus ditanda tangan sama sang ketua panitia kita hahaha. nih pas dia lagi tanda tangan surat di jagain sama teman kita, irham dinan tapi disini kok lebih tampak seperti pengawal sang ketua ya... -_-

hahahaha sumpah kalo lo ada disitu pasti ngakak bangeeeeeeeet-_-

yaudah tuh kita sering rapat walaupun ujung-ujungnya bercanda dan foto-foto kayak gini..

akhirnya kita semua sampai pada H-1. akhirnya hampir semua masalah terselesaikan sampai masalah dana:') seneng banget ga sih.... acara yang kita buat tuh hampir berhasil.

h-1 para panitia kumpul di sekolah buat cari guru siapa yang mau ikut. dan sampe siang di sekolah kita msh blm dpt guru. kita harus cari guru lain soalnya bu yeye kan perginya dr jumat, sementara kita sabtu. akhrnya kita minta tolong sama bu yeye buat di cariin guru. harapan kita smg bu yeye nemu guru yg mau di ajak ke sumedang. krna udah siang jd cuma tersisa gue sm reta. dan endi sama mail yang lg pada solat jumat. dari sekolah gue sm reta harus ke rumah felix dulu buat minta dana. capek dan stres bgt tau gaksih hari itu.. masalahnya belum dapet guru pendamping meeeen. trus krna capek kita minta endi sm mail jemput trus kita ke rumah mail deh buat nge burn cd film x4. dan pas kerumah mail juga lawaaaaaaaaaaaaak banget.

mail kan bonceng reta. endi bonceng gue. pas deket rumah mail, kita cewe-cewe pada turun eh di liat sama supirnya mail. mail kalo di rumah di panggilnya ican....haha. karena supirnya liat mail bonceng cewe... jadi deh kita di cengin

"can...siapatuh cann.."

"temeeeeeeen" mail balesnya rada males, ketawa, malu, trus wolay gitu.

"cieeee kaaaaaaan"

sumpah supirnya mail ngomong nadanya lawak bener dah bikin ketawa banget hahaha. trus kita cuma ketawa-ketawa aja. krn ga enak dirmh mail di cengin mulu akhirnya kita punya ide untuk kerumah endi!. dan itu dari ujung ke ujung. buang-buang waktu sm tenaga banget gak sih....

kita langsung caaaw dan beli cd dulu bentaran. dan cuma mail yg ngerti. gue sm reta cuma cengo ky anak ilang-_-

setelah menempuh perjalanan jauh, ya gak jauh sih lebay juga.. akhirnya kita sampai.

langsung liat film x4 hasil karya gue haha itu kayak slide show gitu yg nanti bakalan kita tonton di sumedang. abis di cek gada yg salah langsung di burn deh. ngeburnnya lama bgt.

kita main-main dulu trus ngeliat mobil endi yg biasa di panggil dengan "si merah". trus endi ngajak kita muter-muter naik mobil. hahaha seru banget. baru pertama kali di supirin sama temen sendiri jadi agak norak-_- mail endi depan. gue sm reta di belakang. trus akhirnya kita ke dtc aja buat beli snack untuk bekel anak2 x4 besok. kita kayak sekeluarga gitu belanja bulanan dodol bgt deh

pas di dtc gue baru inget kalo mau ke lia buat daftar ulang dan gue ngerengek rengek sama mereka buat ke lia dulu bentar karena gue takut udah tutup dan gue ga dapet kelas selasa kamis.

gue udah mohon mohon teriak teriak plis banget ke lia dulu dan gue udh badmood bgt tapi mereka semua menentang gue dengan seribu alasan. "macet del. kasian mail udh capek ntar pulang kemaleman. mending balik kerumah endi dulu liat cd udh selese belom trus telfon lia tanya udah tutup apa belom trus ke lia deh sekalian pulang dianterin juga" ya pokonya alasannya kaya gitu. dan gue iya aja tapi gue jadi ga tenang karena takut ga dapet kelas.

akhirnya kerumah endi dulu. ternyata burn nya belum selese tinggal sedikit lagi. muka kita semua udah capek banget banget lelah letih lesu hanya ingin pulang dan istirahat. apalagi muka mail yaampun keliatan bgt capeknya sampe gue sm reta nanyain terus "il lo capek bgt ya" "il lo kenapa muka lo lesu bgt sumpah" "il il il il"-_-

trus sambil nunggu cd, gue nelfon lia dan nanya masih buka apa ngga dan ternyata masih! yap gue sedikit tenang dan sedikit lebih rela kalo dapet kelas hari jumat. dan akhirnya cd nya selesai di burn!! dan gue sangat bahagia karena gue bisa segera ke lia. yaudah kita langsung cabut dari rumah endi ke lia naik mobil endi tapi mail misah naik motor krna dia mau langsung pulang. gue duduk di depan sm endi. reta di belakang hahaha dan sumpah ini seru banget!! kita dengerin cd trus nyanyi nyanyi kenceng eh tiba-tiba endi bilang "eh itu kiki" sambil nunjuk orang di jalan. gue sm reta langsung reflek nengok dan yak.....baru inget kalo si kiki kan lagi di bangkok!!haha dia lagi liburan dan dia ga ikut perpisahan x4 huhu sedih wjm ga bisa ikut semua. gue sm reta langsung ngakak dan maki maki si endi-_-

sampe di lia gue langsung turun dan daftar ulang dan udah pasti gue dapet hari jumat. oke gapapalah..

lanjut kita ke rumah reta. niatnya cuma pengen nganter reta pulang eh ternyata kita pengen main dulu yaampun emang males pulang banget sih.. pas sampe rumah reta, dia turun duluan mau ngapain gitu pokonya gue nemenin endi marikirin mobil lawak bgt dah pas itu-_-

trus gue sama endi duduk di teras rumah reta dan ngobrol-ngobrol sementara reta masih di dalem rumah auk ngapain. pas reta keluar kita berfikiran untuk makan abis udah laper banget. untung depan rumah reta ada warteg gitu enak pulaa~ jadi deh kita makan-makan. trus gue salah pesen, gue malah pesen ayam yg pedes dan gue panik. trus akhirnya endi mau nuker ayamnya jadi buat gue padahal endi lg ga bisa makan pedes hahahaha maap ya ndi --v emg temen gue bgt dah!!

dan pas udah selese makan reta masuk kedalem rumah dan keluar-keluar dia bilang dengan panik "eh!!!kita belom beli souvenir buat guru!!!" JENGJENGGGGGG

udah hampir jam 9 dan harus pergi lagi??lawak ga sih?lawak banget kan.trus bingung mau beli apa dimana gimanaa yaudh langsung ke gramed aja buat beli frame dan kebetulan ortu gue lagi di margo jadi nanti pulangnya reta bareng gue aja karena endi udah harus jemput bokapnya. ga pikir panjang lagi... kita langsung caw ke gramed. pas di parkiran, endi di telfon sama bokapnya disuruh jemput sekarang yaa alhasil dia ga bisa nemenin kita dan langsung pergi. gue sm reta cuma berdua dan mana udh mau tutup lagi gramednya-_-

trus pilih-pilih frame dan beli!!! alhamdulilah dapet... tinggal bungkusnya belom-_- trus kita langsung ke margo janjian sama nyokap bokap gue dan..... pulang!!!! yaampun what a long day gak sih....

seru banget lah pokoknya h-1 sumedang bikin kangeeeeen :3

Tugas TIK

2011-08-10T22:03:00.000-07:00

1. Fasilitas Internet

A. World Wide Web
www atau yang lebih dikenal dengan web merupakan fasilitas yang berisi database terdistribusi.
Kita dapat mengakses berbagai informasi melalui web baik yang berupa teks, gambar, suara, film, maupun animasi multimedia.

B. Blog
Blog merupakan situs web yang dikelola oleh perseorangan, biasanya berisi catatan pribadi, liputan kegiatan, dan materi lainnya seperti gambar atau video pribadi.
Blog sering disebut juga catatan harian digital. Untuk membuat blog, terlebih dahulu mendaftarke situs yang menyediakan layanan blog, misalnya blogger, wordpress, dan blogspot.

C. Toko Online
Menyediakan fasilitas jual beli barang secara online. sehingga bisa membeli barang yang dibutuhkan tanpa perlu beranjak dari depan komputer. Pembayaran barang biasanya dilakukan melalui kartu kredit atau transfer ke rekening tertentu.

2. Kegunaan Email
Email digunakan untuk berkomunikasi langsung dengan orang lain melalui surat elektronik. Dengan menggunakan email kita dapat mengirim atau menerima pesan dari seluruh penjuru dunia.

3. Perbedaan Mailing List dan Forum Diskusi
perbedaannya pada sarana yang digunakan. forum diskusi menggunakan sarana web sedangkan mailing list menggunakan sarana email.

Alat Akses Internet

2011-08-01T08:17:00.000-07:00

Alat-alat yang digunakan untuk mengakses internet:

1. Komputer
komputer merupakan komponen utama untuk dapat mengakses internet.
spesifikasi minimal sebuah komputer dalam akses internet, antara lain:

- processor
merupakan otak dari komputer untuk menjalankan aplikasi dalam komputer.

:http://howtobuycomputer.net/buying_processor_guide.html

- RAM (Random Access Memory)
berfungsi sebagai media penyimpanan sementara. RAM minimal 64MB.

http://www.upgradecomputermemory.com/ram.cfm/memorytypes/DDR400-PC3200-Memory/DDR400-PC3200-Desktop--Server-Memory/256MB-DDR400-RAM-Memory.html

- Harddisk
digunakan untuk media penyimpanan data secarmagnetik. Harddisk minimal 10GB

http://www.answers.com/topic/hard-disk

- VGA card

digunakan untuk media penyimpanan data secarmagnetik. Harddisk minimal 10GB

http://www.made-in-china.com/showroom/jason520013/product-detailHoeQxjfDqJrc/China-Vga-Card-FCX1800-.html

- Monitor

Merupakan perangkat output.

http://www.safecomputingtips.com/ergonomic-monitor.html

2. Modem
modem berfungsi untuk mengubah gelombang analog menjadi sinyal digital dan sebaliknya mengubah sinyal digital menjadi gelombang analog.

http://cablemodemss.com/2011/07/01/modem-pictures/

3. Line Telepon
merupakan perangkat keras yang penting dan diperlukan untuk menghubungkan komputer dengan internet.

http://detail.en.china.cn/provide/detail,1001297310.html

4. Hub

merupakan perangkat keras yang digunakan untuk menghubungkan beberapa komputer.

http://letisialinares.blogspot.com/2010/12/hub.html

5. Router

berfungsi untuk menghubungkan dua buah LAN yang tipenya sama dan bisa juga menguhubungkan dua buah LAN yang tipenya berbeda.

http://lookbishal.blogspot.com/2009/12/router.html

6. Repeater

berguna untuk menerima sinyal dan memancarkan kembali sinyal tersebut dengan kekuatan yang sama dengan sinyal asli.

http://mynetworkserver.blogspot.com/2011/05/network-equipment.html

i promise to my self

2011-08-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

i read a book and found some nice sentences. it's good enough to motivation yourself :')

"aku berjanji pada diri sendiri..
untuk menjadi kuat sehingga tidak ada yang bisa mengganggu kedamaian pikiranku.
untuk membicarakan kesehatan, kebahagiaan, dan kemakmuran kepada setiap orang yang kutemui.
untuk membuat semua temanku merasa ada yang berharga dalam diri mereka.
untuk melihat sisi terang dari segala sesuatu dan mewujudkan optimismeku.
untuk hanya memikirkan yang terbaik, hanya melakukan yang terbaik dan mengharap yang terbaik.
untuk antusias pada keberhasilan orang lain seperti pada keberhasilanku sendiri"

"aku berjanji pada diri sendiri...

untuk melupakan kesalahan masa lalu dan maju terus demi pencapaian besar di masa depan.
untuk selalu bergembira dan tersenyum pada siapapun yang kutemui.
untuk memberi banyak waktu untuk memperbaiki diri sendiri sehingga tidak ada waktu untuk mengkritik orang lain.
untuk menjadi terlalu besar untuk cemas, terlalu terhormat untuk marah, terlalu kuat untuk takut, dan terlalu bahagia untuk membiarkan hadirnya masalah.
untuk berfikir baik tentang diri sendiri dan menyatakan kepada dunia bukan dengan suara keras tapi dengan perbuatan baik.
untuk hidup dalam keyakinan bahwa seluruh dunia berpihak padaku sejauh aku setia menjadi diri yang terbaik."

SABAC!!

2011-06-30T09:27:00.000-07:00

sabac-----> satu basket club

it is one of my extracurricular. i dunno but im so happy i can be a part of sabac. cool.

let me tell you... i just had a tournament in fkm. me and my friends in sabac really want to win this tournament. really really want.
we practice hard every wednesday saturday and sunday. and i always love when im playing basketball in sabac. dunno why. i love to hear some jokes from my friends. you know what... theyare so crazy. they always make me laugh when practicing. such an amusement for me.

yea on this tournament we won once and lost three times. and this is so sad...
if we could win twice we could be the third winner...
and we could bring the trophy. and we could make the name of "sabac cewe" is wellknown again. it is the main purpose. we want to make "sabac cewe" isnt being ignored.
we want to make smansa proud of "sabac cewe"

but we were fail...

believe it or not but we cried...
we were not crying because we fail but because we were proud to be a part of "sabac cewe" B)
and we are sad because it is closer to regeneration. and it means we wont practice with ka putri ka karisa and ka tania again:(

just wanna say thanks to them... because they are always patient to face us :p thankyou so much:)

i love sabac:D
and we will try to make smansa proud of sabac cewe. we will.

science class

2011-06-24T04:09:00.000-07:00

i get science class. yeah im so thankful to God.
but i dont know i must happy or sad or whatever. i dont know what i feel right now...
im happy but also sad.. no not sad just scared... im scared in science class.
im afraid if i couldnt survive in science class. im afraid if i couldnt do the best.
but i will try...

i will do my best. i promise. i promise.... haaaaaaaaaaaah

im scared if i couldnt get pmdk. because it is science class, i know it is so hard.
ah you know im so scared. im afraid. im worry. i am...... T.T

i wish science and social are the same. i wish solidarity in science is the same with solidarity in social class. i wish i could study hard. i wish i could keep spirit for study. i wish i could always remember about 2013. pharmacy UI PMDK. i wish..... i wish...

pray for me. this is the new world.

it would be happy if i could tell about this great news to someone. i wonder if i could tell about my science class. i wonder if i could being supported by you. how happy it is.

keep spirit to reach your dreams. dont ever give up. nothing is impossible. you know you can! you know that youre smart. you know that God always here and always give the best for you.

SPIRIT DELAAA!!!

dont judge someone

2011-06-09T09:45:00.000-07:00

this is mine.
this is my life.i think it's up to me....

i just tired to hear them. to here people's judge.
please dont judge someone before you here the truth from her/him. please

think about yours. dont think about mine. it's mine. it's my life. im free to share anything.

do you ever feel the same with me? tired with people around you who is always search your bad. always wanna make you wrong. is she/he dont have another activity?

please dont bring me to your problems. i dont care about yours. so please dont care about me. i never disturb you. never. but why you always disturb me like that??
just live your own life. do-not-live-my-life

do you know how it feels?it feels like you always fault. whatever you do is wrong.
you do something with no offense but it always like you do it with bad purpose.
it's wrong.

i just wanna say so loud "im not like that. you wrong. please dont hate me because it. it's not my fault. im not. i dont know anything. i dont know. please dont judge me. please" if people could hear me. but theres no one.

if you were me, it wouldnt be easy. it wouldnt be easy.

okay now we must learn together about:
to forgive someone and never judge them. we have to try to be willing. and let the past go and wait for the future with smile and happiness.

dont judge me. you dont have the right to. you dont know what ive been through. you dont know what ive felt or what i feel right now. so find something better to do with your time than judge someone you know nothing about.

some pictures

2011-06-03T09:43:00.000-07:00

helooo this is some pictures of mine.

really love it. enjoy!

if i have child someday....

2011-06-03T09:22:00.000-07:00

if i already be a mom.....

i will protect them for anything

i will never make she/he cry because of me

i will make she/he proud of me

i will be the best mother in the world

i will always pick them up and never late

i will search a private teacher for them so they will get good score

i will cook delicious food everyday

i will understand what they want

i will always be there for them

i will always beside them

i will never make them envy to their friends because i cant be like they want

because i will always try to be

i will always hear their story

i will teach them how to solve their problems

i will never make them feel so alone

i will always cheer them up

i will keep them until they can be something and......

say thanks to me :)

someday......

bestfriend

2011-06-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

im doing my task now but i remember something. something that maybe always make me wanna go back.

ya i miss him. no. not my ex. but my "bestfriend"

i remember when we meet. i looked at you like there was something but i didnt know what.

i have no idea that we could be bestfriend. we were very close. i told you about everything. maybe unimportant thing. but you always say "im all ears" ya youre a good listener.

sometimes i told you about my problems. my relationship. you cheer me up. you made me realize that i wasnt alone. i still have you. ya i remember when you say i still have you.

oh my God, youre so kind. real bestfriend.

you often told me about jokes. and it made me laugh. i heard your story. you told me about your family, your bestfriends, your wishes and anything.

i dont know why but i was happy to hear your story. i felt so...comfort.

you are maybe the very best best best friend that ive ever had. you told me if i felt so alone i could text you and you would make me laugh. had conversation with you is like i get something that i want. really happy.

you taught me anything. about life, religy, and also about lessons in school.

youre smart friend. you taught me math at that time. i still remember.

you knew so much that i never understand if teacher explained about math. you asked me did i understand and i said no. and you explained it again to me. and i .... understood.

im missing it.

now...i often feel so alone but you wont be here. you wont cheer me up again.

i just to afraid to greet you. youre too busy with your many other friends.

thank you so much. i wish we could be like that again my bestfriend.

A friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not be able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in the silence.

we met by chance and turned into friends and now our destiny keep us close to each others making our friendship grow more with the passing time. you are a friend for lifetime

a bestfriend is you....

fantasiX4....i love you guys

2011-05-27T22:33:00.000-07:00

do you know? its already May and it means we are getting closer to parting, fantastiX4.
we are getting closer each other. helping each other. laugh together. knowing each other. and yeah we are already compact now.

before we are compact i was so sad because i thought our class was the only one class which is never together. never win something. bad lah. there were so many groups in fantastiX4. but now i know it is......wrong.

we are compact. we are compact. we are compact. we are compact. we are compact.

maybe they are not like the others. but i know they are honest. they are not popular like the others. but i feel comfort with them. being friend with them who are popular doesnt mean you will always happy, My Friend.
so i prefer being friend like my friends now...

the last thursday with fantastiX4 was awesome. many teachers didnt teach and we spent our time to laugh together. and do you know? we had some job. and it was so funny. we cleaned the floor because of Irham's shoes. hahaha. it was stupid, right?

i dunno what happened with Irham's shoes. but it made the floor so dirty. we cleaned it together. and we laugh.....because it was stupid thing. actually, i didnt join to clean it because i had to buy some food haha. when i come back, the class almost clean. and i gave support to them while made some jokes.
it was funny guys. so happy!

the last friday with fantastiX4 was more awesome. awesome. i always smile when i remember about this day. our subject for friday is b.indonesia, plh, bk, and physical. when b.ind we sat with our group. you know my group?im with Fariz, Reta, Rizki and Lita. yeah Rizki!!. okay i tell you, rizki is one of "bang ganteng" in my class. me and some my friends made some jokes that we are some of rizki's fans. so everytime rizki through at us we must hysterical. we called his name "rizki" so loud haha. it was funny. and it just a joke. not only to rizki but also to mail. hahaha.

so when i know im the same goup with rizki i was so happy. but i tell you again it is just a joke. and it was the first happy things on that friday.

but i cried on that day. i dunno but i just felt sooo lonely. so alone. and it is true. im alone. it wasnt only my feel, but it was real. i went out from class. and i sat on the corridor. i looked at twitter. and suddenly i cried.....

but before i cried there was funny thing haha. when i sat, many people walked in front of me and...rizki walked....and striked me with racket. hahaha he didnt know that i wanted to cry.

when i cried, my friends looked at me and asked why. but i dunno what should i tell because i also dunno why im crying. i just felt bored. sad. alone. and anything bad.
i told them that i want we always be bestfriends. but real bestfriends.... i really want it guys.

the funny thing again was.... my friends called rizki and told him that i cried. and he looked at me from the door, so in corridor there were 7 icons and WJM. rizki asked my friends why i cried. and my friends said "it because of you hahahaha" and he believed. he thought that i cried because he striked me with his racket. ahhahaha funny. my friend ask rizki to play badminton with me when physical time. and rizki said yes because he wanted me to not cry. my friends laughed immediately and made fun of rizki. they said "hahahah rizki already promise so you must" and i laughed hahaha because i would play badminton with him uyee!!! and rizki felt he was on trap. wkwk.

then my friends always remind rzki to play badminton with me, and finally it was time to physical. and yap! it was time to play badminton with rizki hakakakakak ~~ngakak banget nih~~. and it was the first time fantastiX4 very spirit to go to field haha. my friend asked rizki to play with me but he was played with mail. then i went to cantee with tiara and rahmi. when i came back, x4 said "cieee dela di cari rizki" and i was shocked hahaha. i thought reallyyy?? Nia told me that rizki said "dela mana" wkwkwkwk ~~couldnt handle my laughed alias ngakak abis.~~

after waited so long, i could play with rizki but we couldnt play it. x4 laughed on us. and said "cieeeeeee" and everybody laughed. they were already knew that it was only a joke but we still laughed. it was like we played a drama.

i just played for a moment because both of us couldnt played it. so.... i played with reta and you know? rizki said "dela semangat ya" while he laughed. hahahaha i swear if youve been here you couldnt handle your laugh. LOL. when i was playing with reta i could play it. and also rizki when he was playing with fera, he could do it. so why when we play together we couldnt do it?hahahahaha ~~just a joke guys~~

oh ya i tell you that i met him when im on the field. i met him more than twice. yihaaaaa

when time to go home was come, there was no body wanted come home. we were still in class. and turn on the songs!! galau songs. and we opened twitter and facebook with projector haha it was stupid. i gave some photos of girls to irham rizki endi mail and ilham and i asked them is she beautiful or not. haha.
and im so happy when i asked about her and they said "biasa aja" horeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

yes i think this post is soooo loooong haha. but i just wanna say im happy. im proud of fantastiX4!! we are fantastic #fantastiX4!!!!

"thankyou for making me laugh when i'd almost forgotten how to do"

they are always be here..

2011-05-21T10:48:00.001-07:00

11 mei 2011
Aya : Delaaa kalo sedih jangan di tahan ya. yang ada tambah sedih...puasin nangis. gila jahat banget

Tiara: cupcupcup jangan nangis. masih banyak kumbang di taman Del.

Aya: Dela kuat. Dela tidak lemah :''''') dela tidak sendiri :')) #sinetron

reva: hm ya wajarlah cewe nangis del. yah jgn sedih lagi ya. masa mau sedih terus?harus kuat del!!

fera: iya del iya gw tau kok. gw jg sedih kalo lu sedih del. sabar sabar...tarik nafas dalam-dalam. padahal baru kemaren lo ketawa tawa ya. kalo mau nangis,nangis sekarang aja del.

reta: subhanallah astagfirulah allahuakbar lailahailallah yaa Allah. yang bener?masih ada kakak dan permen permen lainnya. semangat kawan ambil mas gue aja kalo gaa:) (ya tapi kalo lo bener2 mau liat gue nusuk2in piso ws ke leher perut dan nadi gue sih)

rizka: sabar ya del:)

lita: iya wajarlah nangis. namanya juga cewek. nangis sampe puas. terus lupain dia.. kita harus fokus ujian. tunjukin lo bisa maju tanpa dia.

my crazy girls (7 icons) : dela cynthia fitri jangan sedih ya:) kita 7 icons selalu ada di samping kamu.jgn berlarut larut sedih. kalo butuh tmn curhat yg plg dkt saat ini, curhat aja sm Allah:) Ia maha mendengar lagi maha pemberi petunjuk. ayo senyum:)

hasna: sabar bocilku:) istigfar ayo. jgn buka tl del. jangan inget kejadian yg indah sm dia.

ka soleh: ya ga papa positif thinking aja nanti dapet yg lebih baik. nothing to lose, be your happy....

dan lain lain.

my friends sent that messages for me. for make me smile.

i love them so much. they're know me so well. i've been hurt. they cheer me up. im so thankful because i have bestfriends like them. ive told them that im not sad. but they knew yes you are del.
yes im crying. yes i am.

but not more.. now im strong enough. yes im strong. yes im strong. ~~no..im weak.~~

study tour!!!

2011-05-21T10:23:00.000-07:00

actually this is my english task...

My Journey

My school has a journey to Jogja and Dieng on 27 April-30 April 2011. I just felt so excited when I heard that I would have a trip with my friends. I have been waiting it for a long time. So I really excited and can’t wait for that day. Yeah… the day that I’ve been waiting for is coming. I woke up at 4 a.m and I went to school with smile on my face. I brought two bags and I felt it was so big…

I came at school at 6 a.m. and some of all my friends already on the bus. I was on the bus 2. Yap I love bus 2. Really love. There were x4, x2 and x6 on bus 2. They were really friendly. Then we went to Goa Jatijajar, it was our first destination. On the way to there, me and my friends took some photos on the bus. And it was so fun. Then I felt sooo sleepy. So I took some nap. When eat time we stopped at a restaurant. Then I took some food. I felt so hungry. Of course…I didn’t forget to take some photos at there. I don’t know I think me and my friends really fun to take some photos. So we won’t ever forget it.

After that we continued our journey. Sometimes I felt so nauseated on the bus. I really want to play card with my friends but I just felt sick. I prefer to had sleep. When I wake up, I felt better so I could join play card with my friends. And it was soooo fun. Really happy. I moved from ahead to behind for playing with my friends. And you know what I didn’s sit on chair but I sat on place that should for some bags. It was at last chair’s back. When I sit on there I just felt better than I sat on chair. I didtn’t feel nauseated on there. It was weird, actually. After we had long journey, we arrived at Goa Jatijajar. It was 7.30 p.m. it was scared enough to go to Goa at that time. At Goa Jatijajar we knew story about Lutung Kasarung. Goa Jatijajar is made from lime.

From Goa Jatijajar we went to our hotel at Wonosobo. The Hotel was not too clean but I like this Hotel I don’t know why. Arrived at the Hotel we didn’t go to sleep but we still playing and talked each other. And of course we didn’t forget to take some photos. My class…x4 had many photos. I just really happy because my class was always together. We took photos together, played together and laughed together. I love x4. I love my class. I will not forget about that day because it was so amazed with my class…..FantastiX4 J

In the morning, I wake up with headache because I just sleep for 1 hour. But I felt happy because I could talk together with my friends until the sun came up. That day we went to Dieng. We watched a film about people who has “gembel” hair. Hm I thought I bored enough with that film. From Dieng, we went to Telaga Warna. It was so beautiful. I was happy at there. of course because my class was so fun. I took some pictures at there with my class. And me and my friends like fera,reta,irham,endi made some jokes. We took some photos with the most beautiful and the most handsome one in my class. The girl took some photos with the handsome one and the boy took some pictures with the beautiful one. But It just for fun.. I couldn’t handle my laugh at there. my friends always made some jokes that made me wanna laugh.

After that we went to Kawah Sikedang. I also happy at there. but the smell at there wasn’t good. Yeah we didn’t forget to take some photos. Then we went to reastaurant to had lunch. The food was delicious. After we had lunch we went to Yogyakarta. The journey was long enough. I spent my time on bus with played card with my friends. I played card with my friends who was sit at the behind. They were very noisy. I just felt comfot with them. They always make some jokes and I always laugh because them. we called us with “BB” it is “Bocah Belakang”. I always laugh when I heard that name. I really felt comfort on the bus. I can say that I prefer played on the bus with my friends than went to some destinations which was not attractive for me.

Yes, we arrived at the Hotel in Yogyakarta. The hotel was better than the Hotel at Wonosobo. The Hotel was clean and comfortable. On the night, me and my friends walked around the Hotel and took some photos. On the morning we went to a place which is produce batik. But it was bored enough. Then we went to Madukismo. It was sugar factory. We could see how to make sugar at there. We used train to see the process of make sugar. The train was very slowly. And it was bored. Really bored. From there, we went to KOI to bought some souvenirs. After that we went to Malioboro. But we just had time for shopping only 2 hours. It was not enoughL. I wanted more. I just bought some shirt and some souvenir for my friends in Depok.

Yap it was time for come back home. And of course I didn’t like it. And I’m sure my friends also didn’t like it. When I must went back to my bus I just felt like I don’t wanna leave this city. This beautiful city. I didn’t want to come back to routinity. On the bus, me and my friend talked that we didn’t want to go home. We still need holiday. And we wished that jorney to home could feel a little bit longer. On the bus as usual we played card and laughed together. And I felt so sleepy then I slept very tight. Yap this journey will be unforgettable. I love this journey. I love my class. I love smansa 34. I wish we could have a journey like this again sometimes. J

the photos..... here it is....

with my lovely class fantastiX4! at dieng

with monda and aya when the first day

At kawah sikedang

this is with x4 again and i really love this photo

my crazy girls :D

with mail "bang ganteng" in my class wkwkw

bus 2♥

this is at night. me and my friends are bored so we played cards. we rock!!

delicious corn!

with tiara risma hahaha this is what i mean! photo with tiara and the pose was so gooood. love it!

BB "bocah belakang"

reta and mail hahaha

me and rizki. he is also "bang ganteng" in my class. every girl wants to take a photo with him *sepik*

here it is WJM management! rizki irham ilham endi mail. management orang2 ganteng hahaha~~. katanya. yang ganteng sih cuma 2~~

eyaaaa rizki and fera

i lose. so i get some punishment

this is so weird and funny. everybody's looking at dimas hahaha

many photos,right? yeah it was called "studytour" so many memories at there. i wish i can have a journey like that again, someday...

love at first sight...

2011-05-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

oh my God. i just wanna sleep but suddenly i think about him. hahaha. so i throw my blanket and catch my laptop and write this.... ~~it's so random.~~ ya i think now i believe with this statement love at the first sight. i dunno but maybe i get that. haha.

today, i met him. he's my friend's friend. when my friend greet him i just looked at him and tried to control my eyes. oh my God i couldnt control my eyes. my eyes always wanna look at him. i asked my friend "who is he" "his scool" and everything and my friend laughed at me. ya i know i know it was so embarrassing, asking about someone who you like. but i dunno i just cant control that.

he is a guitarist. he is not handsome. but... ~~he has inner beauty.~~ i swear at that time i just wanna look at him. pay attention to him. but ya im not a kind of girl like that. if i love or like someone i just can be quiet. and try to hide this feeling.

he played a guitar. it was so awesome. ya im going crazy when i looked that. i started to wonder if i could be her girlfriend maybe i will ask him to play guitar for me. haha i always think if i could be someone's girlfriend. ~~it's weird.~~ But you know my friend whose name is reta? ya she also like him. ~~but actually she loves many boy.~~ i just realized that she ever showed me his photo and i said "yes he is cool" ya i remember that!!!

i wish i could forget about my ex because i try to always think about him. hmm maybe already forget about my ex. yes! already! *cheer up my self*
and i wish i could meet you again,guitarist.

Im down because the rain..

2011-05-14T22:30:00.001-07:00

"I already had a strength to do it. But suddenly the hurricane is coming. my strength is useless"

My effort is doesnt work. I always trying. Try try try. But now...it's broken. I just cant do that again because that news. I just feel like i try to make a sand castle but the rain never stop. So what im doing is nothing. There's no result because that news. Im down. Yeah you right IM DOWN. Im down because the rain in my life changes into a hurricane.

Lonely.

2011-05-06T06:16:00.001-07:00

I just not in the mood right now. I need bestfriends:( i miss my bestfriend. she is too busy with her boyf now. And she never have time for me and my other friends. Huuuh... im missing her. I usually tell her about everything. But since shs and we are in the different school, i never tell about mine. And i just missing the way i can laugh with her. The way she always care for me. now... if my friends too busy with their boyf. I just can feel soooooo lonely. Poor me.

Good morning:)

2011-04-22T17:49:00.001-07:00

Good morning!! It's so fun to wake up without activity that waiting for us. Hahaha! Today i'm free. Hemmm actualy i must go ro sochool for evaluation kolabs. But i'm lazy. Lazy!!
So i prefer go to mp than go to school. Yihaaaa have a great day today :D

my penguin

2011-04-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

Good night Penguine:) have a nice dream ya. wish you have a great day tomorrow. i will look at you from here dear... i miss you.

Pepala Goes Rafting!!!

2011-04-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

heeeeei udah lama banget pengen ngepost tentang rafting. you know what?i just joined "pepala" it's ekskul in my school. it's like love the nature. when i joined it, i was asked by pepala to join rafting!! yeah and i absolutely said yes i wanna join it! horeee. and i went there with my friends and the pepala's sister (?). ka abel ka anis ka haydar rahmi and tiara. and there were several alumnus. but im not too know about the alumnus. and yeah this rafting was soooooo fun!!! i really had fun with pepala. :D
it was my first time to go rafting and i was excited. yihaaaa we are rafting!! and you-know-what when we rafting, it is rainy. but i wasnt afraid haha. me and my friends scream so loudddd. and the alumnus looked at us immediately. and we laughed hahahaha i just didnt care. and i wasnt "jaim". yea believe it or not since i was in shs i never been "jaim" hahaha! maybe it's the reason why i havent a boyfriend:p
yeaaa after we rafting, we ate. and it was free!! a alumnus paid it for us hehehe. ya pokoknya poas rafting itu seneng banget karena itu pengalaman pertama gue daaaaaaan seru banget-banget tau gaaaak. reta nyesel banget deh ga ikut hahaha.

ini sebenernya kita liat loh pas di foto. trus udah siap-siap gaya gituuu tapi tiba-tiba kapalnya turunan yah gajadi gayadeh. ada lagi nihhh

yang ini cuma gue doang yang senyum dan ini foto yang paling bagus dari yang lain-_- eh mas-masnya juga senyum deng jadi gue ga sendiri-_-

nah yang iniiiii gue doang yang ga senyum. jahat banget kan tiara sama rahmi senyumdan gue nggak. hiks hiks. but still fun:D
pokoknya semenjak gue pepala seru banget deh. sering jalan-jalan. dan kakak-kakaknya tuh seru-seru banget. ka anis gila banget.kocak hahahaha. happy rafting :D

20 :')

2011-04-19T10:19:00.001-07:00

blog, you know? Its 12 am. Yes and today is april 20. And my hp's calender still remember it. And now on my hp's screen there is a word. This word stay on the reminder. The word is.... "kita" do you know what that mean?i think you already know and i just feel sad to explain it. If that didnt happen,i should happy for today. and i will send message now. But that happened. So today will be a memorable day. but i will say something which i always say on this day. penguin,wish you have a great day today. Wish you still be a nice person. Wish you still remember me. Wish you still remember this day. Im sure you are asleep now. Nice dream po.. Im still here till you come back:)
Guess what.... I just miss my penguin so much. Bayi penguin po!!!

My room:)

2011-04-16T08:32:00.001-07:00

Helooo!! Do you know what im doing right now? Yap! Im neating my room (bener gak ya) yes yes yes! Emm actually its not finish yet. But im done with my picture frame! Finally....fiuh. I make a picture frame of me. All of my picture i put there. And i arrange my photos. my struggle to make it is sooooooo big. So im very happy because finally i can make it. Yihaaaa!!! Formely, i wanna change somethings in my room. But its not finish yet. I just changed my bed and my desk and make a picture frame. But i still wanna do something again. But its ten o clock. i have to go bed because tomorrow i will take basket course (emm). You know?im too lazy to do it but its a must. I must wake up at six o clock tomorrow. Omeges...(tiara's language)
But nowww im not sleepy. So what can i do? Counting sheep? It doesnt work for me, i think. Wohaaaa!!
Yaa im lonely so im blogging. Usually im on the message with some of my friends but now im not. And i miss to be like that.
Oh ya i have some good sentences.
Here it is..

Seperti terang yang hilang, seperti tangis yang tertahan, seperti itu hatiku terasa perih saat kamu tinggalkanku..

Wow its so galau,isnt it? Hahaha.
I found it in my notes. I think i wrote it when i was in jhs. Emm not write but copy,exactly. Hehe.
Ok i have to go bed(i hope i can)
Thnk you so much. Good night there! Wish you have a nice dream:) bye penguine:)

my mood right now.

2011-04-16T00:45:00.001-07:00

Helo its me again. Dela. Today.. My mood is not good. Im not in the mood. I think about many things. Family. Friendship. Love. And also education. First, i miss my family so much. Yea i can see them every day but my dad kinda busy right now. my sister is also busy too. She is preparing for national exam. Good luck for you my sist. And my mother is not too busy but its not complete if i just can talk with my mom. Second, friendship... Huh i just dunno how my friendship. I have many friends in my senior high school. But... I dont know which one the real bestfriend. And my bestfriends in junior high school already too far with me. And they already have new friends. Maybe im being forgotten. Yaa i just miss my friends so much. I want to have many bestfriends again:(
The third!! Its my love story. Wow its so pathetic right now. Its not the same when i was in jhs. I just cant forget about it. The memory is so beautiful, too precious to forget. maybe it just for me but not for him. Because he can forget it easily. Wow amazing.. Why i can like him? :( maybe now im being replaced. And my heart is aching everytime i see his name in timeline. Everytime i hear his name. And everytime i look him. Fuh.. I wanna happy as usual but why i cant? Its so annoying. I still cant move on. But im pretending im okay. He is in love now. He is happy right now. He will get girlfriend soon. He already forget me. Im being forgotten. Im being replaced. Okay i must face this. And i know i can face this. I hope...
And about my education. I just too lazy to study again because i already imagine about studytour and holiday. Oh no. What shoul i do. I wanna get good raport. Please..

first :D

2011-03-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

hey helooooo im dela :D hahaha

gue cuma iseng dan ga tau mau ngapain haha. well, gue mau ngasih tau sesuatu....

gue dapet pelajaran berharga dari masalah yang gue hadapin. ehmm.. ini hidup hidup lo jadi lo ga butuh seseorang untuk mengubah hidup lo jadi lebih seru dan berwarna. cuma lo yang bisa ngubah hidup lo. cuma lo!! keep spirit ya:D

oh yaa lo tau penguin sangat lucu kaan? gue punya penguin yang sangat sangat lucu... dia punya kakak tapi kakaknya udah pergi. yeaah enough.. liat gambarnya aja yaaaah!!

gimanaaaa?? lucu gaa?haha ini namanya mempish. dia sangat lucu dan gendut. kecil tapi gendut. pasti gemes banget deh kalo liat mempish. :D

see you